Be somebody
The shades go up, Mothers staring downshe don't know where he's been or how long he's been out she said boy I'm tired of waiting up while you're out with your friendshe said mom Im trying and I'm living my life the best way that i canIm tryin to be somebody Imnot tryin to be somebody elseThis life is mine Im livin dont you know me i won't ever let you downthe day has come the son is moving on she don't know where he'll go or when he's coming homeshe said son take care dont let your dreams get too far out of sight he said i love you now don't worry bout me you know i'll be fine i'm tryin to be somebody i'm not tryin to be somebody elsethis life is mine i lead don't yu know me i won't ever let you go down i'm tryin to be somebody i'm not trying to be somebody else This life is mine i'm livindon't you know me i wont ever let you downno i'm not trying to be somebody else no don't you know me[ 3 Doors Down Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

I often find that i feel s if every1 has certain expectations of u but dont truely known or fully understand what ur goin through, and through tryin to live a life suited to other people u fall horrible short

Sound like me and this make think thatthere is a light at the end of the tunnel, but then i reminded that u still a mess, n most of the time ill probably stay there.

hey to all

just a wee update i have decided that thing could be useful as i start to become the person the God has called me to be, and because of that I have decide to let every1 inside my life with 1 blog every week from my pesonal journal hopefully you will get something usefull out of this as i hope i do writing them

I hope to share some of the things that make me tick as well as other personal stories so ciao for now

God Bless

A long time in Comin

I simply thought i wud leave a wee blog to start the focus on this site again......

It is to notify every1 about a wee event being run by the High Street methodist church in the first week in July...... its called Elevate

Every1 for 1st year up is welcome to come along

Personal Feelings

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here And soon you will disappear
Cause everybody's changing And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same
So little time Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same

Personal feelings at minute........

A SomeBody is Everyones Nobody

Think about the title of this for a minute and think about what all thoughts that end up floating about in your head. and i bet u it int wats in mine....



i believe that innovative Christains of this time see stuff before other and our proactive in thier walk with the Lord... n i believe that there our somebody that have Gods heart are ignore on face values.... wat they say, behave or do.



this maybe b personal for some but i dont really care, i feel sumtimes lik my voice box has been cut away from me, my vision is bring people to God and to show them a glimpse His love to people who need it the most like. Sumtimes i wish a had a title or name that people looked up to n respected, I wish i was a sumbody, pastor,preacher. instead i feel alone and silenced b the people of power



I think God has a purpose for every1 life im wonderin if mine ended rite nw wud the things i see tht need to happen now will probably b forfilled b some1 of a higher status within my own society in six months time but then we r reacting n not proacting.... but their voice will b heard. Gods plan wud go on if i wasnt here so i wonderin y i was choose to live this life. to rap this up in the words freddy mercury 'sumtime i wish had never bin born at all' may be then God wud ave gt the best from his people he had at his disposal

Basically i had this in drafts n i thought nw was time to share it

Desire to Know Love and Serve God

I wonder how many of think of God wen we first wake up? i wonder if God is really playing the major role in our lives? and i wonder deep down inside your hearts if we would be willing to die for him?or even worse live for him?

i know it has bin a long time since i have last did 1 of these blogs but i have bin wrestling with this topic for a while... it could be the fact that there is so many peope that i can see doing stuff which is so different to Gods word and so much like the world- though im not saying im prefect here im far from that place, it just simply made me think about these questions.

in this wrld we see so much trouble and proverty and how many of us actually do something about it? do we live to feed the hungry or even stand beside the broken people of this world? do we love the sinner and hate the sin or just take the easy option and judge both?

I think we all forgotten the meaning of Christainity... I think we need to get back to our roots of our very own religion- the walk of Jesus. I know what the Answers would be if I was able to ask Jesus... the next question is what would your answers be?

Will the Real Slim Shady please stand up..... We are goin to have a problem here!!!

hello all again

this is the first time in a we while that i have wanted to do a blog, and iwant u to no that i am in the mood for God again... the onli downside is that im in malta and it isnt LURGAN OR HOME.

i was just reading a book by Rob Bell which has made me think about things... the book was called velvet elvis... this has gave me a different angle to look at Christianity and God, stuff that i think is relevent in todays society... we need to look outside of the box that we find ourselves in and so start choosing to act as Jesus has intended us to in order to reshape the planet for Gods return to the earth not us just looking forward to goin somewere else.... Us a s Christians i believe we can bring climpses of Heaven to earth.

In my life i have found what the problem was with me and God... the problem was ME not God... I was trying to be this person who was the centre of attention, the main man, the top dog. i wanted to create a Superman type image of myself. And had to do somefing that was hard i had to humble myself before God and say that i was wrong..

I have learnt now from wat i have done wrong and all i wnt to do is get back home to were im meant to be and to start working and rebuilding the planet as part of a Team in Gods name, cause that is were we find our strength...

++++Grievo ++++