To work or not to work

y is the internet full of ways to distract me

Head Design

its finally hard to understand to formalities of the human brain... when you get an idea, it fester and festers until it becomes a rolling ball thats out of control.

Be somebody
The shades go up, Mothers staring downshe don't know where he's been or how long he's been out she said boy I'm tired of waiting up while you're out with your friendshe said mom Im trying and I'm living my life the best way that i canIm tryin to be somebody Imnot tryin to be somebody elseThis life is mine Im livin dont you know me i won't ever let you downthe day has come the son is moving on she don't know where he'll go or when he's coming homeshe said son take care dont let your dreams get too far out of sight he said i love you now don't worry bout me you know i'll be fine i'm tryin to be somebody i'm not tryin to be somebody elsethis life is mine i lead don't yu know me i won't ever let you go down i'm tryin to be somebody i'm not trying to be somebody else This life is mine i'm livindon't you know me i wont ever let you downno i'm not trying to be somebody else no don't you know me[ 3 Doors Down Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

I often find that i feel s if every1 has certain expectations of u but dont truely known or fully understand what ur goin through, and through tryin to live a life suited to other people u fall horrible short

Sound like me and this make think thatthere is a light at the end of the tunnel, but then i reminded that u still a mess, n most of the time ill probably stay there.

hey to all

just a wee update i have decided that thing could be useful as i start to become the person the God has called me to be, and because of that I have decide to let every1 inside my life with 1 blog every week from my pesonal journal hopefully you will get something usefull out of this as i hope i do writing them

I hope to share some of the things that make me tick as well as other personal stories so ciao for now

God Bless

A long time in Comin

I simply thought i wud leave a wee blog to start the focus on this site again......

It is to notify every1 about a wee event being run by the High Street methodist church in the first week in July...... its called Elevate

Every1 for 1st year up is welcome to come along

Personal Feelings

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here And soon you will disappear
Cause everybody's changing And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same
So little time Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same

Personal feelings at minute........

A SomeBody is Everyones Nobody

Think about the title of this for a minute and think about what all thoughts that end up floating about in your head. and i bet u it int wats in mine....



i believe that innovative Christains of this time see stuff before other and our proactive in thier walk with the Lord... n i believe that there our somebody that have Gods heart are ignore on face values.... wat they say, behave or do.



this maybe b personal for some but i dont really care, i feel sumtimes lik my voice box has been cut away from me, my vision is bring people to God and to show them a glimpse His love to people who need it the most like. Sumtimes i wish a had a title or name that people looked up to n respected, I wish i was a sumbody, pastor,preacher. instead i feel alone and silenced b the people of power



I think God has a purpose for every1 life im wonderin if mine ended rite nw wud the things i see tht need to happen now will probably b forfilled b some1 of a higher status within my own society in six months time but then we r reacting n not proacting.... but their voice will b heard. Gods plan wud go on if i wasnt here so i wonderin y i was choose to live this life. to rap this up in the words freddy mercury 'sumtime i wish had never bin born at all' may be then God wud ave gt the best from his people he had at his disposal

Basically i had this in drafts n i thought nw was time to share it