Will the Real Slim Shady please stand up..... We are goin to have a problem here!!!

hello all again

this is the first time in a we while that i have wanted to do a blog, and iwant u to no that i am in the mood for God again... the onli downside is that im in malta and it isnt LURGAN OR HOME.

i was just reading a book by Rob Bell which has made me think about things... the book was called velvet elvis... this has gave me a different angle to look at Christianity and God, stuff that i think is relevent in todays society... we need to look outside of the box that we find ourselves in and so start choosing to act as Jesus has intended us to in order to reshape the planet for Gods return to the earth not us just looking forward to goin somewere else.... Us a s Christians i believe we can bring climpses of Heaven to earth.

In my life i have found what the problem was with me and God... the problem was ME not God... I was trying to be this person who was the centre of attention, the main man, the top dog. i wanted to create a Superman type image of myself. And had to do somefing that was hard i had to humble myself before God and say that i was wrong..

I have learnt now from wat i have done wrong and all i wnt to do is get back home to were im meant to be and to start working and rebuilding the planet as part of a Team in Gods name, cause that is were we find our strength...

++++Grievo ++++

Fustrating Times

Hello again due the pressure applied to me by Dave McMullen i have decided to do another blog in order to let every1 know how i feel then move on...

In my life atm i feel that there is problems between me and God... It had felt as if He had ran away from me..... but I new this cudnt possibly be the case and my faith wudnt let me continue these thoughts .... so i broke them down and have came up with this...it feels as if God has taken a step back away from me in order for me to learn and experience something that God maybe isnt happy seein me experience but God no's it will make me stronger and a better person through experiencing it.

i am also annoyed at the labels being thrown around this world- people assume that if something is Christian it has to be gd. Just because music is Christian doesnt make it gd music just the same as some things that christians say arent True.... I have mention this before but the people who do the most damage to the Christian Faith are the Christians themselves...

Another things that are annoyin me are the Christian that r Focus on doin and acting lik Jesus are the same ppl who find it easy to find a comfort zones and stay ther instead of continuing to make new breakthrough in ther life through there Faith - these ppl are gr8 ppl for God but cud be awesome...

Im in Matla atm i will post more stuff y im ere but i wsh home so much already n 3 weeks is extremely long timke plz pray while im away

xxxGrievo xxxx