Imtimacy and Learning

Today it was Sunday, the day of the week that i have usually dreaded for two or three months now... it was the day of the week that church is on, now dont get me wrong i love church life and the people but there is times were i feel like i just want to be a child of God and not a methodist or sumthing like that. But over the last couple of days during and since the operation on my throat, i have felt God presence time again and i have learnt to be comfortable in presence- i feel like a child wrapped up warm in my Fathers arms knowin that is no way that He will drop me. God presence with me has been invaluable and has taught me alot.. i fink that we all need to realise that sometimes we need to humble ourselves as Christian and followers of God to learn more about him and study for Him ( this is my view) cause God needs to change me before He can change people through me, He is all i have and all i need... the imtimacy with my ABBA Father tonigth was so amazing, it was like i had a church service and the God was the pastor and i was the servant, it challenged me in part of my life that are unknown to most people who no me but hopefully people will see a difference in my out look on God

God Bless Grievo xxx_+_xxx